Once again I find myself in a deep virtual relationship. I’ve had quite a few of these relationships now and for the most part it’s been an up and a down. But I always try to make sure I’m not the one to kill the relationship when it gets to a deep level. It seems the deeper the relationship, the more the world tries to distract me or the person I am relating with. In my present relationship, I find that both of us are doing our best not to screw it up. We have our ups and downs but so far the relationship is holding and keeps getting deeper. We have even progressed to the point where there is a sexual element to our relating and to my surprise I find I am comfortable with it.
So we get on line on our playstations and find each other to immediately enter a higher state of consciousness for both of us. Then we maintain this consciousness level for a couple of hours playing games or just being together on home and then return to the material world where we may never meet. But that doesn’t matter to me because for me both the virtual world and the material world are illusion. The only reality for me is love and our relating sure feels real to me even if it is in the virtual world.